Oh, thank goodness, I found wedding shoes. I desperately need them to get my alterations started and I must get those going asap. My productive trip to the mall this evening also netted me some wedding hair baubles (no tiara or veil for me) as well as some lovely Crane's dragonfly note cards.

There were at least four prospective buyers through my house today and no offers. Well, there is one offer, but it's from the same guy I turned down on Sunday (he offered too little and wanted a couple of conditions I didn't want to deal with). The listing agent is coming over tomorrow afternoon before it expires to show it to me. By then, maybe I'll have three others on the table as well. A girl can hope.

Gads, this is the most boring crap every written on Dland. Okay, maybe it's not the MOST, but it's darn near. Why don't I ever write about unique insights or interesting asides? Probably because I don't ponder anything long enough to warrant such a dissertation. I don't feel like I'm doing anything well these days. I'm doing my job, but just enough to get by. I'm doing the house-for-sale-by-owner thing, but I still haven't sold this perfect house so I feel like a failure because the thing should sell itself. I'm doing this wedding thing, but as we get closer to it, I find myself second guessing our decision to exclude some of the people most important to us.

I think I'm just tired, busy, and a little stressed. I want to know what the future holds, but I don't and I can't. I have to love and trust - not just others, but also my decisions. Easier said than done.